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My heart breaks as I push publish on the first episode. I didn't ask to be sitting in the ashes of grief with empty arms and an empty womb. But here I am. If you've suffered with infertility, you know what it is like to ask God, “Why?” You know what it’s like to feel angry, defeated, forgotten by God, and lost in your purpose. You may also know what it is like for the Spirit to convict you to accept His will for your life and say, “Yes, Lord,” even though you don’t know what it means or where it’s going or, quite honestly, how you’re going to survive the pain. I get it. I'm navigating these feelings while I write this.

I don’t expect everyone to get it. Quite frankly, I know that most people have not sat in a doctor’s office and in less than 30 minutes been told you’re only way to conceive biological children would be through IVF. Most people haven’t gotten a call that stated your husband is 1 in 3,000, that he has a genetic defect that makes having any biological "}],["$","meta","8",{"property":"og:url","content":"https://www.radiotub.com/podcasts/station/3211048"}],["$","meta","9",{"property":"og:site_name","content":"RadioTub"}],["$","meta","10",{"property":"og:locale","content":"en_US"}],["$","meta","11",{"property":"og:image","content":"https://www.radiotub.com/api/og?title=Fruitful+Infertility&subtitle=Julia+Peterson&badge=PODCAST&image=https%3A%2F%2Fstorage.buzzsprout.com%2Fg9v4zc10bn3qscoj061qpukgy3wx%3F.jpg"}],["$","meta","12",{"property":"og:type","content":"website"}],["$","meta","13",{"name":"twitter:card","content":"summary_large_image"}],["$","meta","14",{"name":"twitter:title","content":"Fruitful Infertility | RadioTub Podcasts"}],["$","meta","15",{"name":"twitter:description","content":"